Circle of Life

Back from Long Idle Mode

2008-08-09T13:18:00.002+08:00

I am back from my longgggggg idle mode. hahaha. Nothing much to share actually. Life has been a bit gloomy and work challenges are though at my new place. sangat penat. Going through my to do list everyday while at the same time dealing with a lot of staff characters it makes me very tired. padan muka aku.

Many things happened to my life during my idle mode. 2 weeks in the hospital in June had make me realized that health is priceless. You can never exchange health with money etc. Bosan woo masuk hospital. Hari2 makan nasi hospital yang tak de rasa. I've lost 4 kg of my weight. Before admitted my weight is 43kg and now my weight is 39 kg. huhu...i need new pants for work...time to go for shopping while the MEGA SALE is still ON. sape nak join saya shopping?

Till here. i need to settle my claim. More money for shopping. haha.

Goodbye MDeCians..Gonna Miss All of U

2008-03-27T22:23:00.011+08:00

Few pictures taken during my last day in MDeC. huhu. after a week leaving the nice and beautiful MDeC building. I miss my cubicle so much. :-(

I miss the pond, I miss the people and I miss everything. Gonna Miss The Environment So Much.

After 4 Days

2008-03-23T15:25:00.003+08:00

Not much that I can said after 4 days at my new place. Things are too new for me. It is still in adapting mode. But at the same time, I don't think I have much time to sit back and releks while adapting. Responsibility has been put into my shoulder. As far as I am concern, I don't mind taking it as a challenge. But of course at the same time I am a bit worried if I can't deliver. Sigh. Pray for me pleaseee.

I've been assigned to lead temporarily the marketing segment of the company. It is not an easy task since they don't have a clear structure, action plans and etc. Actually I'm hired to be part of the skill development department segment, but currently the critical stage for the company is to help the marketing guys to be more focus and structured. As conclusion to this, I'm taking care for this at the moment. Without any experience managing people and etc, I have 6 persons reports under me.huhu..big challenges for me right?

After 4 days, I still trying to understand each of my staff strengths and weaknesses for me to be able to plan effectively.

There are a lot of thinking and planning needs to be done. All the Best for me. hahaha.

Change is never been easy

2008-02-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

It is just me being a bit worry of things that is unsure. Hmm...i guess it is normal probably for a person that in the midst of changing job. ke aku jek yang terlebih2 berpikir. haahahha. well, this few days I just keep thinking on how fast that I can adapt with the new environment at my new work place next month. To be exact 17 March. Hmmm..Not much time left. I am a bit worry on the hand over process of my current job. Mau tidak. I dunno why, my new team mate that just joined 2 weeks ago keep asking when do i plan to give him phase by phase handover. Sorry la mate! I can't focused doing my handover yet as I have a big event coming up on 3rd march. My plan is to start doing the handover after the event.

At the same time, I keep thinking on how the new place will effects my entire working life as well as personal.

I'll be working with 2 of my friends. They are my mate during my master study in UTM. Sharul and Ija. A bit worry on team members expectation, new challenges and new environment. It is true that change is never been easy thing. In order for a change, I need to sacrifice, I have to be prepared on things that probably might not meeting my expectations, I have to be more cautious in putting words and the most important thing is to mixed around with new team members.

well, basically i'm prepared. insyaAllah. mentally and physically. i'm eager to go through this new change.

Moga DipermudahkanNya

2008-01-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

My Options: Money vs new experience vs new environment vs new people vs new challenges.

Yes. Finally, i've made up my mind. From all the choices I had, I decided to choose to let go money factor. Sounds stupid rite? Yeah. I know. But I guess I won't loose anything. My target is to gain new experiences in real industry where people talk about you will be getting late salary, more work, more job satisfaction if you shows good results.

People around keep talking around saying that this company have to reform, need to rebrand and all sorts of things. I'm taking a big risk here. I have to really bare in mind that I am there to learn and grow myself through this new opportunities. Hopefully things are not so bad as others perception. Thank you to Sharul for your trust in me and opening up the opportunity for me. Kudos! I'll treat you once I get the first pay. :D

I really hope that I can adapt with the new environment and hope everything will go easily. Apart of that, I am ready to face any difficulties. Semoga tiada dugaan lain selain dari dugaan kerja. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah jalan untuk hamba mu ini. Amin.

Till my next entry. Have a great weekend with your loves one.

Stories of New Year 1429H

2008-01-13T10:18:00.000+08:00

Salam Maal Hijrah buat semua! After 2 days of our islamic calendar new year celebrations passed, it seems that everything goes as usual. What I meant as 'as usual' are no more talks and discussions that can build up our thinking aired in tv after the awal muharam day. Sad to say, our entertainment industry is too dependent with international content of entertainment. Kan best kalau everyday ada program2 berunsur kerohanian dan pembinaan sahsiah diri. Ini tidak, back as normal. Good example is, last Friday night I tune in to one of our local tv station and I realized there is a concert that line up our local artist. Reason of that concert is to entertain our guest from outside. hmm...macam mana generasi akan datang akan menjadi generasi lebih berilmu if we were always exposed them with 'non-brainer' entertainment. sigh...

Apart of that, Malaysian being shocked again with missing of another little girl - Sharlinie, Linie was found missing on Thursday when she and her sister went to playground nearby to their house. Till today, our authority still haven't any clue to do any arrestment to the kidnappers. Lets us pray for Linie's safety. May Allah brings her back to her family safely.

This issue of children safety needs a holistic mechanism to prevent this happened again. We don't want another Nurin Jazlin case occured. What will happen to our children in the future? There is no more safety environment for them to enjoy and play compared to our time before. Wallahualam.

Pasca Pemulihan

2007-12-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

Dah lama rasanya tidak menulis disini, bukan kerana tidak mahu tapi lantaran kesihatan yang selalu menganggu, beban kerja yang semakin lama semakin menekan, aku menjadi terlalu payah untuk mencuri sedikit masa.

Tahun 2007 akan ditinggalkan dalam tempoh masa seminggu lagi. 2008 akan datang menjengah memulakan tirai penghidupan bagi setiap makhluk Allah. 10 hari selepas sambutan 2008, buku hisab 1428H pula akan diangkat dan buku baru akan bermula. Ya. Tahun hijrah 1428 juga akan melabuhkan tirainya. Bagi diriku, hari bulan dan tahun yang berganti sudah tentu menjanjikan satu2 matlamat yang telah ku tetapkan dan meningkatkan kematangan buat diri ini. 2007 dan 1428H telah menyaksikan aku menghabiskan pengajian masterku. Syukur. 2007 dan 1428H juga banyak menguji diri ini dengan keadaan kesihatan yang selalu tidak menentu. Untuk dijadikan sejarah hidup, belum pernah seingatku aku tidak melaksanakan solat sunat hari raya, tetapi AidilAdha kali ini aku pasrah. Aku hanya mampu mendengar laungan takbir sambil terbaring menyaksikan live telecast solat sunat hari raya dr masjid negara melalui siaran TV. Diarrhea dan muntah2 yang ku alami 2 hari sebelum hari raya sangat-sangat menguji hati ini. Ia ditambah pula dengan keadaan demam yang sudah berlarutan hampir sebulan sudah lamanya. Aku tabah. Bukan tidak berikhitiar mengubat demamku, tapi sudah berbiji2 pil antibiotik ku telan. Tapi demamku masih tidak kebah sepenuhnya. Cara traditional ku cuba. Pendek kata, macam2 ubat ku telan. Tidak habis dengan demam, terkena diarrhea. Badan yang memang sudah tidak berapa kuat teruji lagi.

Dan pada hari ini, aku masih banyak berbaring daripada bangun. Walaupun diarrhea dan demam yang dah berkurang, gastrik yang sudah lama ku alami pulak makin menjadi2. Aku jadi gelisah. Makan tak kena. Tak makan lagi tak kena. Tidur malam terganggu. Ujian Allah. Aku tabah. Ya. Allah yang memberikan penyakit dan dariNYA juga penyakit akan hilang. Aku hanya mampu berdoa dan berikhitiar. Sudah jenuh dengan bermacam ubat dikelilingku tapi aku gagahkan jua demi pemulihan yang kucari. Pasca pemulihan untuk ku pada kali ini sangat lambat. Makan masa. Tapi aku sebenarnya tidak punya banyak masa. Kerja dipejabat perlu ada seseorang yang menyelesaikan nya lantaran semua rakan2 sekerja mengambil long leave. Aku perlu ke pejabat dalam keadaan diriku belum benar2 pulih.

Ya Allah, kau pulihkan la hamba mu ini dan hindari la aku dari sebarang penyakit. Aku memohon padaMU ya Allah. Amin.

Salam Aidil Adha buat saudara islam.

Ramadhan Al Mubarak

2007-09-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

Its already 3rd day for all muslims all over the world celebrating Ramadhan Al Mubarak. My praise to Allah SWT for giving me and my family an opportunity with good health to continue celebrate Ramadhan 1428H.

Semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih baik dr tahun2 yang lalu. May Allah SWT accept our fastings and deeds, shower us with his abundant blessing. Amin.

Happy Fasting to All Brothers and Sisters.

Hectic Week

2007-09-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

At last, I am at home. Resting. After a hectic week last week. Finally, I'm back to my normal mode. Badan terasa sakit2 disebabkan travel ke hulu ke hilir. I started my week last monday with the budgeting for 2008. Working late till night. Doing budget for the unit is not the new thing for me. It has been awhile since last 3 yrs. Some more this time around is not so difficult due to the program is more stable and consistent. Not the same when we are requesting RMK9 in 2005. During that time, seriously headache. hehehe..

Tuesday i'm busy with preparation for program at sunway and uum. Packing up things for 3 programs one after another is seriously tiring. Wednesday three quarter of my day is in Sunway. Depart from KLIA to Alor Setar late in the evening. Arrived Alor Setar when it is already dark...huhu..dah malam pun. Sesampai di hotel, perut dah lapar. Cari makanan. Back at hotel around 11pm. Working on the presentation slides for uum program till late midnight.

Thursday - depart from grand con alor setar to sintok at 730am. Program started at 9am. Journey from alor setar to sintok is not near. It takes 45-50 mins. This is not my 1st time to sintok. Sempat la take nap while the uum driver driving. sigh..kesian the partner that with me. kena layan the driver sorang2.

9 - 3 pm

Program running smoothly. I managed to capture the interest of participants during my presentation. alhamdullilahh...

4 pm - depart from uum to alor setar airport. Yeay! balik kl.

8 pm - arrived home safely.

Friday morning - arrived cyber around 9am plus. Pack things for program at Quality hotel, KL. Damn! badan dah makin sakit. I need an extra energy for me to maintain my energy level for another 3 days. Yes, I have to work till Sunday evening. I have no weekend. :-( During lunch time, sempat lepas rindu makan kat insaf. Park my car at Quality hotel, walk to Jalan TAR to go to Insaf. Gigih. Although matahari menegak atas kepala. Back to hotel around 2pm. Program started at 3pm till late night.

Weekend

Another busy day till late night.

Almost a week I've miss my room and my pillow... Semua gara2 duduk kat hotel. Honestly, dah terasa jemu duduk and makan makanan kat hotel. sigh......

Esok dah monday? huh...ada 4 reports to do. seriously i need a break after the long 7 days of work. all my body engine need a rest. I neeeeeeeddd a leave.........

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

2007-08-31T10:16:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Malaysia! Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! Happy 50th Birthday to Malaysia. As Malaysian, I'm very proud to be Malaysian. Semoga Malaysia terus dipelihara dari sebarang kesulitan, ancaman dan bencana. Moga Allah pelihara kemakmuran yang ada. Amin...

Long Break (Friday - Sunday)
I'm going back to Kemaman, Terengganu to celebrate the long weekend. Enjoy ur merdeka day and the long weekend ppl! For those who will be going back to their hometown or vacation, drive safely.

Merdeka! Malaysiaku Gemilang!

The Happiness

2007-08-23T21:21:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to all my master classmate i.e. Kak Minna, Heng, Ija, Malek, Kak Izan, Riza and Sharul for the sucesss of our master degree. Alhamdullilah...all of us went through the challenges. Thank you to all my lecturers namely En Azli, Puan Suzana, Dr Samad, Dr Ali, Dr Rozeyta, PM Wardah, Prof Dr Rose Alinda, En Fuad, Dr Iskandar, PM Dr Naomie, Dr Harihodin, Prof Zaki and others who make us a better person.

May Allah Bless all of you with a good health.

Erti Kehidupan

2007-08-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

I’m so eager to write something in my blog tonight. It have been a while I have not updating anything here. Well, life pretty much the same thing again and again...sigh...Not to say that I am not thankful to Allah for what have been fated and given to me, but sometimes it just too hard for me to go through...........Life is always the battle.

Argh.....................i have to let this out!!! Why men is so useless and women always become the victims of their attitude? So men, please answer my question? I am so sad to hear my colleague story. I got to know from her that her husband would like to marry another woman. Although this is sound normal for nowadays marriage, but I can’t understand what time of husband is this? His reason of getting married another one is his current wife (my colleague) is too old for him. When I heard the reason, I am like whattttt???? Bukan ke masa kau nak akad nikah tu ko tahu bakal bini ko umur berape. My colleague was sharing with me that he would like to marry 25 year’s old women. Although masa kawin, yang si suami tahu jarak umur bakal isteri dia adalah 7 tahun lebih tua dari dia and the worst part is, my colleague is carrying his 3rd child in her womb. I am so pity of her. Dengan keadaan diri yang in early stage of pregnancy and husband yang tak pulang ke rumah dek kerana perempuan lain..

My advice to her is for her to keep praying and perform solah istikharah, hajat and tahjud to get HIS guidance...My friend was saying kalau ikutkan rasa hati, she want to just abort the fetus that is growing in her womb. She also said that if possible she don’t want to BIN or BINTI kan the baby with his husband name....Nauzubillah................sekali lagi hati ini meronta menyalahkan kaum adam yang ambil mudah akan tanggungjawab yang mereka pikul. Again...I give my shoulder for her to cry....cry until when you feel released....she said that her husband have not come back more than a week. He is not even call or pick up the phone. He is also not giving any money to the kids and wife. SubhanaAllah......

I hold her hand and give her a hug....I said to her, there must be a good thing of what had happen. Allah will always test us to be stronger and increase our faith to HIM. Accept HIS test and keep praying...................I will pray for your happiness SIS!

Quality weekend

2007-04-15T16:42:00.000+08:00

it is quite sometimes, I has not feel a quality and good weekend. usually my weekend will full with activities i.e. classes, assignment, thesis. catch up with all the syllabus for quizzes. but, not this week and upcoming weeks. I will only has two more weeks before my final exam. but, my mind and soul really need a good rest. At last, this week weekend I managed to secure the time. half of my day yesterday is totally for resting and enjoying my saturday morning. i started my day with some exercise and simple breakfast. then, clean up my room and wash clothes after 2 weeks of keeping it...ish..buruk perangai..not that i'm lazy to do my washing but due to last weekend rush for the thesis and this week of outstation to JB. the result is two pail of clothes have not been washed.

then, i managed to cook some lunch for my family. just simple dishes. serious dah lama x masak for family...belah petang, I decided to watch a movie. hehe..lps geram dah lama x tgk movie. we went to cinelaisure to watch shooter. quite a good story line. one thing i learn from this movie..never fail to plan..bestt arr cite dia..tembak2 jek keje..

sunday, whole day resting at home...what a good weekend..seriously..

i'm fully recharged.

Not meant to complaint

2007-04-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

It is quite sometime I've not updated my blog. Too many things I've gone through for the past few months..sometimes I felt I don't even have time for myself. kerja, belajar dlm masa yg sama. kesihatan yg kdg2 kala terganggu dek kerja keras yg x mengenal masa.

I've been burden with all such of things at the office. being the oldest who have been doing the university programme always put me with tonnes of work, I would be the first person my boss would refer to in any of the university request, proposal, invite, visit, etc etc...i've just came back from JB yesterday. tu pun part of the request from utm. mcm biasa la pegi to replace boss.

sometimes..it makes me think..boss gaji byk2 tp setakat delegate work jek..senang lah..aduih..anyway, by nature that is the bosses reponsibilities...tp kdg2 tu geram gak..drpd keje planning smpai ke stage implementation sume exec yg buat. kat mana all this bosses contribute? tak kan hari2 buat strategic things? tak nampak gak ape yg strategik nya. hahaha..

This entry is not meant to complaint. sekadar nk melepas rasa lelah. sometimes, I asked myself, do I want to be employee for the rest of my life? bilakah agaknya I can be a boss to myself? wallahualam...niat utk explore dan buat business tu ada..cuma masa saje yang belum tiba...moga2 niatku akan menjadi kenyataan...

Ok..apart of that, I have completed my final year thesis last weekend with the final presentation. Lepas seksa selama 2 thn. right now just waiting for 30th april to sit exam for my last paper. 1 may i will formally declare myself not a university student anymore..hahaha..abis jugak akhirnya...2thn berhempas pulas..aku puas!

Semoga ape yg telah ditimba sepanjang 2 thn yg lalu akan menjadi bekalan kehidupan yg penuh dgn cabaran in.....

ok...i stop here. i have promise to myself that I will sleep by 10pm. time for bed. I really need you. i'm desperate for you. hahaa....yehaaa...katilku...

Post event -> Tired, exhausted, fever

2007-02-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

I've been very busy for last three weeks. busy with the preparation of the finals of business plan competition 2006. the event went through smoothly. alhamdullilah. winner of the business plan category again is UTM and for business idea category is USM.

result of the post event, i had very bad body ache, tired, exhausted and also fever. after resting for 2 days my body is still have bad ache. adeh..rasa mcm dah tua. huhu...i think i need more exercise in order to get my stamina again. apart of the buziness, sempat la jugak curik2 pegi 2nd interview at meta dome for business development executive position. actually x de la prepare sgt. i actually went for the interview to test market. hehe. after had a chance to get to know more the MD name Mr. Ferhard Ahmad, i think this company did pretty good. ye la MD dia ckp dlm thn ke-4 dia penah bwk staff for vacation plg dekat PD and plg jauh Gold Coast. besttttt!!! according to him, every year raya, his company will reward all staff with RM500 duit raya. bestt jugak kan!! haha. x pe..so my objective mula2 nak test market tu dah agak tersimpang. dlm hati dah berkata..kalau dapat ni best gak. in the middle of the interview, the MD asked me if i'm interested to be his PA...yes. personal assistant. hahahha...i'm like what??? ok la..maintain senyum. dia kata i just thought of it. according to him, he likes me coz he can see me very organize person and have very systematic taught process. he said maybe this is where mdec environment taught me. dlm hatiku berkata...kat mdec pun i've done PA work, clerical work, admin work. sume dah penah buat. so x de hal utk itu sume. haha. at the end of the interview, he again said u think of my offer just now. dlm hatiku berkata, teratur sgt kah aku nih...

lain yg diminta lain yg dioffer, he said, he dont have problem to hire me as Business Development Executive after I've presented my assignment. my communication and presentation skills is ok. haha.tak sangka gak. actually tu yg diri ini nak dgr. increase my confidence level.

ok enuf bout interview. my master project is still in progress. only about a month to complete everything. ya allah, kau permudahkan la kesemuanya. AMIN.

72 days to go..

2007-01-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

25 march 2007...

72 more days to go for me to finished up my project2 system development for my final master tesis. At some point, I felt worried, not prepared and tense.

One reason because, I'm not very good in system development, especially coding wise. huhu...i'm very lucky to have all my classmates who are very supportive and would be able to assist me to complete my project.

In order to keep track my progress, I've draft some plan for the development of my project. I've paste my project plan in my room and at my office cubicle. So, hari2 blh tgk. :-)

Apart of that, one more day for me to report to a new boss.

Back to School

2007-01-06T09:38:00.000+08:00

Kids have started their school term since last 3 January. All roads in KL back as normal. Packed. huh..nape la budak2 sekolah ni create messy jammed kat KL nih..I realized one thing, most of the school situated kat tepi highway la, tepi corner or small junction, there is no enough space for parents to park their cars. Those are the reason why when school started traffic jammed is back ...kenapa bila cuti sekolah jalan sungguh aman. Ok laaa some parents take annual leave to bring their kids for vacation.bla bla.. tapi still...not all parents did the same thing. It is more to the location of the school itself. tak berape strategik. but where is the strategic location to build a school? hahaha...i'm also not sure. mari kita sama2 pk kan. haiya..ni mcm nak jadi Datuk Bandar la pulak. pikirkan town planning..hahaha :P

Btw, not only kids back to school, org2 dewasa dan tua pun telah memulakan sessi semester di universiti2 tempatan. I had a conversation with one of my colleague yesterday.

(Conversation berlangsung dlm surau di opis)

Collegue: "Sha dah start semester ker"?
Me: "Yup" Dah. This saturday 1st kelas.
Me: "Akak start bila"? "UiTM dah buka ker"?
Colleague: "Tulah, akak buka 8 January nih".

Then I heard one more voice (tiba2 menyampuk). "Saya dah buka dah". hahaha..Me togther with kakak td sama2 ketawa. Serentak masing berkata "Lepas ni sure masuk surau muka masam". hahaha...

The conversation then draag with all the sharing of pressure that we had to go through again...aku, kakak1 dah kakak2 bertukar2 cerita dgn pengalaman belajar sambil bekerja. both of them taking their part time degree. kami bukannya berniat utk merungut..tapi sekadar melepas beban dikepala...for me, mentally I'm ready for all the challenges which may come along in my last semester of my master. maklumla, akhir2 ni cabarannya berlainan. ya Allah, kau kuatkan lah semangat hamba mu ini untuk menempuh segalan ujian dah cabaran dariMu.

For me, I had done some of preparation before my class started.
- Clear all last semester notes - packed them and keep in our small library.
- Clear all the books from my study table.
- Get rid all the unused paper.

And place all the necessary item on my study table.
- 2007 Calendar (this is very important)
- Pencilbox
- Tesis 1
- DLink Wireless Router (hahaha..ni item yang baru dibeli). The rationale of buying this is I can still acess to the internet while my sister is also using it and I dun have to carry too many things if I wish to do my project at different location in my house.

Overall, I'm mentally back to school for my last semester. huhu...actually dun really happy dah nak abis ni. I will miss all my classmates especially my batch. they are all such a good bunch....

Anyway, to all who will be back to school, tak kira la yang amik PhD, master, degree, professional certs, sek men, sek rendah dan tadika sekalipun...Selamat Menghadapi Sesi Pembelajaran pada sume yang sedang belajar dan yang akan belajar.

- tuntutlah ilmu sehingga ke liang lahad-

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha & Happy New Year 2007

2007-01-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

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For me date above is just another beginning of new year 2007. 2006 have passed us and for me its passed with lots of memories, happy and sad. I hope 2007 gives me more meaningful life and increased my faith to HIM. For all muslims this year, 2007 celebrated after we had Eid Adha.

Muslims all around the world shocked with a news of Saddam hanged on the day muslims celebrate our Eid Adha. Al-Fatihah to Saddam Hussein. Such a inmoral to execute charged on the day of all muslims celebrate our EidAdha. Front newspapers full with the news and lot of comments from individual, politician, NGOs and etc. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan para syuhada. Amin...

Me and my family celebrate Eid Adha in KL. Morning, went to At-Taqwa for EidAdha prayer. After prayer, I went to visit my late sister grave. I recite Yasin and Al-fatihah to her. Its been more than 9 years she left us. I miss her so much.

Noon and evening - Busy with friends and relative come to our house.

Recap for 2006..

1. Finished 3rd semester of my master. I'm currently in my last semester and InsyaAllah will finish by May 2007.
2. Do a booking for a new Honda City car..Alhamdullilah..tapi belum dapat lagi.
3. Bought a new Nokia hp (Nokia 6131)
4. Finished paid my notebook after a year.

Things to look at in 2007

1. Finish my master with flying colours.
2. Find a new job. hahaha..

Selamat Hari Raya

2006-11-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

Although today is already 13 Syawal, it is not too late for me to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf zahir & Batin to all. Hope everyone is in good health. hmm...why I'm not writing anything in this blog for the last 1 1/2 months ago. Well, to be honest I don't have time to actual sit down and write due to life committment. chewah! kalah PM. jgn marah..hahaha..but really, time is very limited nowdays.

What's new in me??

First, I got a new hp (Nokia 6131). Syukur Alhamdullilah. I've been waiting for that for almost 1 year. Akhirnya beli jugak.

Second, I finished my 1st project for my master. Syukur alhmdullilah....thanks to all my friends and colleagues for all your word of motivation and support. yeayy..1 more semester to go InsyaAllah.

Third, my weight increased to 46.3kg (plg berat dlm sejarah hidup) after Raya. although I manage to decreased my weight for 42kg in Ramadhan from 44 kg. huhu.

Fourth, I will be reporting to a new boss effective 1 Jan 2007. yeayyy..at last! akan berakhir juga aku dr cengkaman boss yg anti-melayu.

Fifth, I will be having my 3rd semester exam this week. haha. I have not done any revision. masakla...

Six, I got one more asssignment to do before my final examination this Friday. tak start buat ape jugak lg tuh. duh....

Seven, I'm very lazy to do my "Every Night Routine" lately.

Eight, attended only 2 open hse since last week.

Nine, my bank balance is negative after Raya and the best part I've to send my car for service. waaa...anyone can help me??

Ten, I've not pay my semester fees....duh....mana nak korek duit?? any suggestion??

All ten items above is equivalent for 1 1/2 mths update. hahaha.

Body Ache, Dizzy, Fever

2006-08-26T09:40:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Alor Setar yesterday. We (my SVP, Fahiza and I) went there for business meeting and program at UUM sintok. Whole body was aching for last two days. I can’t even bent down for ruku’ properly. My back bone feel like injured. Huh...I really feel getting old. Life in the other hand was a bit unorganized. Too many things to do in office and my study would be the second priority. Mcm mana la nak siap tesis mcm ni Shajaratuldur!! Ada masa lagi, sempat-sempat. U can do it!

I had a chance to meet up with my old friend in UUM. She is already carried a baby in her womb. Congratulations Intan! Dah lama tak jumpa..bila jumpa awak dah berstatus lain dan bakal jd ibu pulak. I am happy for you.

I’m really hoped my routine goes back as usual without any disturbance of health. I need a constant energy to finish up my study...Ya allah, berikan la kekuatan pada diri ini. Amin.

Day by day

2006-07-27T14:16:00.000+08:00

Too many things happened lately in my life. After coming back from vacation at Tioman, my master class has started for last two weeks. We got 1st assignment in our first class. Huh..isn’it too fast. But I think we expected that due to some remarks that our coordinator expressed it when we had the subject registration briefing. This particular lecturer is kind of hardworking and boleh dikatakan lecturer yg meminati sastera. He introduced to my classmate his nickname as Zack Novel. Hahaha. Kind of weird rite? Anyway, he teach us to do Haiku. Do you believe? We learnt that in Knowledge Management class. Hahaha…

Last weekend, I have an opportunity to stay at home after our class has cancelled. Bestt…Me and Ija went to see The Superman Returns at OU. Our show is at 2:35 pm but ija came in late. Sorry my friend, can’t stand mundar mandir sorang2 diri without any objective that day. So, I went in first. How is the show? Wahaha..not bad. bestt! boleh tgk orang terbang2. The same day, my aunt from Kemaman came to see my father for some harta pusaka stuff. I dunno lah. Somehow I felt I am to ignorant on that stuff. Malas betul nak amik tahu hal-hal melibatkan harta2 pusaka ni. Cukup memeningkan. It makes me think why I am like that. Huh..kena tukar perangai ni. You still need to know especially if you need react when the time comes. I wish I will not handle all those later. Macam ni kena hire ARB la ye nurin utk jadi mengurus tadbir.

Office life is pretty dull. The same things again and again happened. I suppose to coordinate one consulting session but my boss wanted to be postponed. Standard la kan. Why he asked my to postponed due to he asked me how I ‘m gonna get he participant come without any last minute cancellation. Bodoh ke ape dia ni. There is no work without any risk. I talked to one of my colleague and we laughed together. My colleague remarks is if he don’t want to take any risks, just don’t do it. Buhsan! My boss is seems very busy with “other” things. Kunun nampak mcm busy but ape yg dibusy kan pun tak tahu ler. Yesterday, he asked me how long is the duration when a manager wants to resign. Haha…jeng..jeng…deep in my heart, dia nak resign ker? Hehehe…let’s pray for that. J ekekeke..

I have to present a title for my master project this Sunday. I hope the panel of interviewer will approve my title. Please pray for me.

Ok. gtg. back for work.

Back to Home

2006-07-03T16:34:00.000+08:00

i'm back to home after 3 days 2 nights at tioman. I went to tioman for short vacation with Ija, Normas and Kak Erda. Three of them my master classmate.

I'm really enjoyed the trip and everything go as planned. Ada masa kita gebang pasal tioman lg in next post. Today masih mabuk laut lg...ahaks!

so more stories coming soon...

Finally!

2006-06-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

Yes...finally, I finished my 3rd semester of my master class yesterday with the whole day event. yup..our class MSc. IT management have to organize a one day seminar on the ICT & Society: Management Challenges and Way Forward. huh...caya la tajuk tuh..bukan lecturer bg tajuk tu but we all, my classmate after discussion and brainstorm session, we come out with that title.

To cut it short, it's been a good experience for us to organize this seminar although for me it is not a new things coz I've been involve in event management quite sometimes. it is really tiring but the best part is when the event goes smoothly without any big complication. for this specific seminar, our paper requires us not only to organize but also to come out with a paper and present it. mmg challenge. so, dah selama beberapa minggu yg lalu, aku dan kwn2ku telah bersengkang mata tiap2 malam menelaah mana yg patut dan come out with our version of paper titlenya berbagai2. for my paper I have done Creating Business Opportunity through ICT. alhamdullilah, nasib ada byk resources dr office. so tak la susah sgt. but, not only that, we need to present it. hehe..cabaran sungguh. but finally, we got it done by strong determination which I and all my classmate have. I'm so proud our all my classmate. yes, along the line of organizing it, there are hick up we identify example someone yang nak melarikan diri dari buat mende2 yg susah, nak buat keje senang je, but we manage to overcome all and as a team we go without thinking of any difficulties.

my other part of life which is work seem getting bit harder with the new expectation towards us from the senior management. but, for me I take it as a challenges...life without challenges will be very dull and board. ok...till here...lapar la!! tak dinner lg.

oops..nak bgtahu anyway, tdy satu hari melepak dan melepak kat umah...recoverkan bdn dr keletihan yg melampau sejak 2-3 minggu yg lps. my life is really upside down. event kat office baru abis, exam, buat paper for seminar, assignments...huh...really don't have enough time with myself...tak sabar ni nak tggu for 30th June. kenapa??? hehehe....wait ya. will update when time comes..

Irritated

2006-05-31T17:13:00.001+08:00

I feel very irritated with my daily office routine. Why? is this a signal for me to change for a new environment?i am also not sure. people around me is so useless. why i feel this? sometimes i wonder why i am like this? is'i i am the one who is problematic. but i dont see that with others. i mean my close officemate. i can mixed with other quite well but i start hate this person!
well, of course is hard for you to be close with each of everyone but i am irritated right now with one specific person! please la, if you want to bodek boss, go ahead! i don't give a damn. what i knw i am here to work from 9-6pm and if you are my boss you can direct me but you are not. it is just because you been appointed to be coordinator don't mean that you can instruct me like i am reporting to u! pleasee....i am so irritated and angry. hahaha...GERAM!

in the other hand, life as a whole is excellent except for my health this week being distrupted. i am having a flu (cough, cold, sneezing). too many ppl here having flu and sneezing here and there but still come to office had affected my health. tak reti2 ke nak MC aku ni pun. knowing myself i am workholic and my work is my priority. but i have learned something this morning. yes, i am stubborn. thank you to my dearest friend nurin. thank you awak...saya akan ikut nasihat awk...sy ni keras kepala tau...:P

currently i feel very iritated, cranky and high pun ye gak ni...ape nak jd ni....wallahualam...

Syukur

2006-05-22T17:27:00.000+08:00

After about one and half week I'm not writing anything in this blog, too many things have happened in my life. sad and happy story. which part should i start first? sad or happy. maybe i just start with the happy part. last saturday i got a my last semester exam results. thank GOD. i've passed both papers with kind of good gred. only one paper i'm not really satisfied. i should get better if i studied more constantly. but, anyway it passed and the results have been posted. nothing much i can do. i would like to say congratulations to myself. horray!! not to brag, but i think i deserved it. sometimes, you just have to give credit to yourself as well rather than waiting for others to appreciate your work or congratulate you for your success. deep in my heart, i am thankful to ALLAH for giving me the success and at least some happiness. SYUKUR...

the sad part is actually about work related. yes, previous post is about my new job scope and i've been directed to do account management for client. i am happy for that. at least i can learn something else and not only do programme management.last wednesday, i've received an email from my immediate boss giving our so call yearly project to other person make my feelings distrupted. why he want to assigned to someone else while i've been working for it for the last two years. yes, we have to work in team. but i don't see any reason why he need to appoint somebody who have not worked for it before. its really give me an understanding that he don't have believes in my work or what! well, anywhere you work you can't avoid this kind of people but if he thinks i'm not good enough to work for him, just say it. i don't care. i need a person who are sincere to me. i don't like people who have two faces. anyway, you really can't predict people behavior. sometimes kind people will betray and do such bad things to you as well. so the morale is don't just trust people easily. don't trust sweet talker. furthermore, the person which been assigned if she is damn good, i'm ok with it. but she is not superb person or what. she just kind of me and i think she is not good in coordination. after 2-3 days this new news processing in my head. i think i should just igonre it and just work honestly and do what ever i can do here. i don't care less. at the end of the day, we just human and we did mistake. i need to learn to be more patient. i always remind myself, there is no short cut way to be a success person. :-)

last week is my mother and my father birthday. to my mama and yah. Happy birthday to both of you and I love both of you till my last breath. both of you are everything for me. Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki.

New Job Scope

2006-05-09T09:47:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, it seems like I'm not that busy right now. Well, it is been very dull if you come to office but you don't have much to do. I rather like my daily 9-6 a busy and hectic day.

Why suddenly I'm not busy because of my division restructuring. Based on new structure I have to do lead generation and programme implementation. It is the same for what I have done for the last 2 and half years.

I wanted to do something different for now! I have enough time doing all programme with universities and I found it is been very challenging yet its been very good experience! I'm proud to myself for pretty good job for last two years. Congratulation to myself!

But, again if I think about my career development I rather change my job scope.

Therefore, last two weeks I have a change to meet up my immediate supervisor just to asked his opinion for what my new plan.

Boss: Sha, do yu still want to do NUDP?

Me: Well, if you ask me I'm happy for what I'm doing right now. But looking for the new org chart I would like to do EDM (Enterprise Development Manager) work which my require me to use my knowledge in IT for consulting those potential budding technopreneurs. It is also for my carreer development. Anyway, I have done this partially last year and I have 20 clients under me.

Boss: Good. You think about your future career and it is not because of me you want to be in my team. hahaha...Deep inside my heart, yeah right! you are actually want to say you are good manager.

Me: Yes, of course because of my carrer and not because of you or anyone in our team. At the end of the day, your experience counts to be a better person.

Boss: Good (kali ke-2). I will put my recommendation and it's depend on our big boss decision.

Me: Ok. No problem.

Boss: Thank you.

Me: Welcome

So, the outcome of the conversation is yesterday meeting. We have a EDM unit meeting and I one of the person include in the team. I must be proud of myself because I want to see my carrer move to the right direction and climb the ladder.

We need to account manage and consult 50 clients each EDM for this year. Wuhuuu...hopefully I can make it for the number and I promise to myself to help bumi company as well as others.

Btw, I have been directed to go for Venture Capital and Private Equity Workshop Series on 26th May. Yehaaa...free food and knowledge some more!

That's all for now. Time for work.

After two years...

2006-05-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blog after two years. Maybe you was wonderin why I'm back to blog? I guess just for sake of to express my thoughts and to improve my writing skills.

So friends, wait for my next post!

I have upload my latest photo. :-)

2004-03-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

5 pm in friday evening. my body and my soul feel very tired. probably coz i not get enough rest in this few days. pg td ada unit meeting. as usual lah. update for a week. what is already done, what is pending. hehe...ok jer. at least i can now how to priortized my work. tp sedey jugak...bila pk balik ape yg kita buat, tak de sape amik kisah. i now i not good enough to be in my department. tak pe lah. i have to be strong!! this part and parcel of life...as long as i now, i keje kerana allah s.w.t. kat mana2 pon ada la rezeki kita...lambat ngan cepat jer....:D

2004-03-10T09:30:00.000+08:00

something to share...

WUDHU ITU SEHAT

"Wahai sekalian orang yang beriman, apabila kamu bangun hendak mengerjakan sholat maka basuhlah muka kamu dan tangan kamu hingga ke siku dan sapulah kepala kamu dan (basuhlah) kaki kamu hingga ke buku lali dan sekiranya kamu junub hendaklah kamu bersuci (mandi) dan sekiranya kamu sakit (tidak boleh menggunakan air) atau dalam perjalanan (musafir) atau kamu baru selesai buang air atau kamu sentuh perempuan dan kamu tidak dapat air maka hendaklah kamu bertayammum dengan tanah yang bersih, maka sapulah muka kamu dan tangan kamu dengannya."
QS. Al-Maidah : 6

Secara syar'i, wudhu ditujukan untuk menghilangkan hadas kecil
agar kita sah menjalankan ibadah, khususnya sholat. Paling kurang
lima kali dalam sehari kita melakukan wudhu, iaitu untuk menjalankan
sholat lima waktu. Meskipun demikian, kita dianjurkan untuk
berwudhu tidak hanya ketika hendak mendirikan sholat, namun juga
ketika hendak melakukan ibadah bahkan ketika hendak berpergian
dan makan.
Dalam sebuah hadith Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda :
"keberkahan makanan adalah dengan wudhu sebelum dan sesudahnya"
Abu Dawud

Secara kesihatan wudhu sangat bermanfaat. Kalau diperhatikan,
anggota badan yang dibasuh ketika berwudhu adalah anggota-
anggota badan yang sering terbuka. Menurut ilmu mikrobakteriology,
1cm meter persegi dari kulit kita yang terbuka boleh dihinggapi lebih
5 juta bakteria yang bermacam-macam. Bakteria ini perkembangannya
sangat cepat dan salah satu faktor yang paling mempengaruhi
perkembangannya adalah keseimbangan pH pada kulit tubuh.
PH permukaan kulit memainkan peranan dalam melindungi tubuh dan
membatasi perkembangan kuman yang akan menimbulkan penyakit.
Ketika membasuh kulit dengan air, maka keseimbangan pH dan
kelembaban itu akan dipulihkan kembali dan diharapkan kembali
normal.

Kulit kita terdiri atas beberapa lapisan, salah satunya adalah
epidermis pada lapisan luar (yang mengadakan hubungan langsung
dengan lingkungan luar). Pada lapisan ini terdapat lapisan sel tanduk
(stratum corneum) yang selalu mengalami penggantian dan
pembuangan sel-sel kulit mati pada stratum korneum dan kadang sel-
sel kulit yang mati dan mengelupas itu akan menyumbat pori-pori yang
juga bermuara pada lapisan epidermis, perkara inilah yang dapat
menimbulkan penyakit pada kulit. Ketika berwudhu, maka air akan
membantu membuang kotoran-kotoran, sisa-sisa sel kulit mati tadi dan
mengurangkan jumlah kuman pada permukaan kulit kita.

Menurut pakar penyelidikan thrombosis di London, jika seseorang
selalu mandi atau membasuh anggota tubuhnya, maka akan
memperbaiki dan melancarkan sistem peredaran darah, air yang
mengandung elektrolit-elektrolit akan membuat pembuluh-pembuluh
darah mengalami vasodilatasi (pelebaran) sehinggga melancarkan
peredarannya. Juga yang lebih penting adalah kesan air pada tubuh
kita, iaitu meningkatkan pengeluaran sel-sel darah putih (leukosit)
yang berperanan penting dalam system pertahanan tubuh. Bahkan dari
bunyi gemerisik air dan kesejukannya, saraf-saraf tubuh yang
mengalami ketegangan akibat aktiviti sebelumnya akan mengalami
relaxation juga mengembalikan kemampuan kerja otot-otot tubuh
kita.

Ketika berwudhu, kita juga dianjurkan berkumur, bersiwak (gosok
gigi), membersihkan hidung, dan membersihkan sela-sela jari tangan
dan kaki. Rasulullah pernah mengingatkan kepada umatnya :
"Alangkah baiknya orang yang mahu menyela-nyela"
Mereka bertanya: "Siapa mereka wahai Rasulullah?"
Beliau menjawab : "Mereka adalah yang mahu menyela-nyela dalam
wudhu dan dari makanan. Dalam wudhu adalah dengan berkumur,
menghisap air hidung dan menyela-nyela jari-jemari mereka pada saat
berwudhu. Sedangkan menyela-nyela gigi adalah membersihkannya
dari bekas makanan. Sesungguhnya yang paling menjengkelkan
kedua malaikat (pencatat) adalah ketika mereka melihat bekas
makanan di sela-sela gigi mereka sedangkan mereka mendirikan
sholat"
H.R. Ahmad dari Abu Ayub

Kalau kita tahu, mulut dan hidung kita ini merupakan sarang bakteria
berbahaya. Bila kita tidak rajin membersihkannya dapat menimbulkan
berbagai macam penyakit. Bakteria-bakteria tersebut semakin subur
oleh bekas-bekas makanan yang ada di sela-sela gigi yang tidak kita
bersihkan. Penelitian pernah membuktikan bahawa 90% dari mereka
yang menderita kerosakan gigi, adalah kerana kecuaian dalam
melakukan kebersihan mulut. Penyakit yang ditimbulkan oleh bakteria
yang ada di mulut kita tidak hanya mengancam gigi dan gusi, tetapi
juga mengancam sistem pencernaan kita, ini kerana air liur yang kita
telan berasal dari mulut. Ada beberapa penyakit yang dapat
disebabkan kurang diperhatikannya kesehatan gigi dan mulut dan
kesannya adalah timbul penyakit pada organ lain, seperti sinus
atau kerosakan gigi (geraham atas).

Akhirnya, marilah kita senantiasa berwudhu dengan air yang suci dan
bersih serta dengan tata cara yang benar, apabila kita ingin
melakukan sesuatu pekerjaan. Berwudhu tidak hanya beribadah,
namun juga menjaga kesehatan kita. Rasulullah bersabda :
"Muka dan tangan kalian nanti di hari kiamat berkilauan bekas dari
berwudhu"
H.R. Muslim

Maka...perbanyakkan lah berwudhu..Semoga muka kita semakin bercahaya dgn wudhu cahaya dr wudhu yg berkesan...

2004-03-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

it's friday evening...5.14 p.m. clock at my pc. recreational hour on friday at MDC!!! so mari kita bersenam...hehe...gerak kan jari jemari anda!!! haha...joe dah start nal main table tennis sat lg...4 me...i nak write something kat blog nih....actually bkn tak de keje, but i feel like to write something here. i got a lot of things to prepare. but nnt lah. time to rest my mind kejap. lunch td kat KFC near petronas sri serdang wit kak shereen, intan & nurin. we have a hot topics and discussion on job related as well as TDF story...i mean the true colour of TDF...biasalah kan...kat mana2 pon ada nyer hamba allah yg bernama MANUSIA...kat situ lah ada nyer cerita...manusia sebagai pelakon di pentas dunia....ALLAH S.W.T. sahaja yg menilaikan lakonan2 setiap manusia itu...beringatlah wahai kawan2... :D not mean to menyibuk, but as a fren i happy to see all my fren success wit their life here and insyallah di akhirat yg kekal abadi. AMIN....semoga kita semua tergolong dalam kalangan insan yg beriman pdNYA.

tonite i tak blk ttdi. coz i plan to go to NILAI 3 wit intan...wanna to buy something there....huhu...shopping time!!! sape nak ikut saya? JOM!!! :D

Something to share for :

kita adalah kejadian yg sempurna tetapi apa yg kita lakukan selalunya tidak sempurna.'
Pandangan mata selalu menipu,
Pandangan akal selalu tersalah,
Pandangan nafsu selalu melulu,
Dan pandangan hatilah yg hakiki,
kalau hati itu bersih..

Lahir satu tarikh tidak dapat dipinta,
Mati satu tarikh tidak dapat ditunda...
Bila mata bertemu mata akan mula rasa kasih.
Bila hati bertemu hati akan mula rasa sayang.
Tapi....bila dahi bertemu sejadah akan terasa kebesaran Allah S.W.T

Menuntut ilmu adalah taqwa,
Menyampaikan ilmu adalah ibadah,
Mengulang2 ilmu adalah zikir,
Mencari ilmu adalah jihad,
Al-Ghazali)

"Setiap kesulitan itu akan bertambah apabila dihitung-hitung tetapi akan
> hilang apabila kita tidak menghiraukannya lagi..."
-Imam Malik

Kalau kita berada di alam tabii yg indah, kita tdk terasa keindahannya,
bukan ertinya alam ini tdk indah, tp jiwa kitalah yg tdk indah..

Sesungguhnya mati jasad kerana roh,
Mati roh kerana tiada ilmu,
Mati ilmu kerana tiada amal
Dan mati amal kerana tiada istiqomah.
Kesedihan itu lumrah. Mengingatinya kembali mungkin tidak akan mampu menyembunyikan luka hidup tetap menilainya semula dengan mata hati berbeza mungkin mampu membuat diri meneruskan hidup dengan tabah.

Ilmu adalah teras kepada ajaran ISLAM, tanpa ilmu manusia akan terseleweng mengikut kehendak akal dan hawa nafsu sehingga akhirnya agama dijadikan mainan
Agama menjadi sendi.
Pengaruh menjadi penjaganya.
Kalau tidak bersendi runtuhlah hidup
Dan kalau tidak berpenjaganya,binasalah hayat.

Krn org yang terhormat itu,..
Kehormatannya itulah yang melarangnya berbuat jahat.
Inginkan mutiara selamilah lautan,
Inginkan bahagia tempuhilah penderitaan,
Inginkan kejayaan relailah pengorbanan..
Ketahuilah bahawa setiap kepahitan itu sebenarnya terkandung seribu
kemanisan........

"People wil forget what you said, people will forget you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel..."
Live needs sacrifice,
Sacrifice needs fight,
Fight needs courage,
Courage needs confidence,
Confidence determine success,
Success lead us to happiness...

Hidup memerlukan pengorbanan,
Pengorbanan memerlukan perjuangan,
Perjuangan memerlukan kekuatan,
Kekuatan memerlukan keyakinan,
Keyakinan menentukan kejayaan,
Kejayaan membawa kebahagiaan...

Hidup tanpa cita-cita adalah mati
Cita-cita tanpa usaha adalah mimpi
Ilmu penyuluh hati yg bersih,
Pengorbanan memerlukan usaha yg gigih,
Natijahnya kejayaan bakal diraih,
Kutuman senyuman akan tersurih,
Berkat doa kepada yang Maha Pengasih...

Diam merupakan sebuah keputusan hukum
Sebaik baik perkataan adalah yang sedikit
Namun dapat menjadi petunjuk
Keselamatan sesaorang terletak pada penjagaan lisannya
Siapa yang manis lisannya pasti akan ramai kawannya
Yang lahir dari hati adalah keikhlasan
Yang datang dari akal adalah kewarasan

Bersatulah hati dan akal
Melawan nafsu yang bakal memusnahkan
Harta yang paling indah adalah sabar
Teman yang paling akrab adalah amal
Pengawal yang paling waspada adalah diam
Bahasa yang paling manis adalah senyum
Dan ibadah yang paling indah adalah kyusuk
Malu daripada lelaki adalah baik
Tetapi daripada perempuan lebih baik
Adil bagi setiap orang adalah baik
Tetapi daripada pemerintah lebih baik
Taubat daripada pemuda adalah baik
Tetapi daripada orang tua lebih baik
Dermawan daripada orang kaya adalah baik
Tetapi daripada orang miskin lagi baik
" Tunjangkan resah mu di dada solat,
Himpunk' peritmu digenggaman doa,
Tutupi kekecewaan dgn taqwa,
Dan nilailah kesucian dirimu melalui keikhlasan hati".

2004-03-05T10:15:00.000+08:00

still in the office...keje banyak!!! :D but tak pe2...slowly...insyallah everything will finish....dah lama tak note anything dlm blog nih...bukan aper...nothing much to write down...last week on friday, after werk g dinner wit raish, nurin, intan & azrina kat red chamber...food not bad...makan nasi goreng thai!! tat restaurant speciality in thai food, according to raish...but boleh tahan lah...mahai...:D hehe...nvm kdg2 jer...weekend nothing much...g ikea on sunday wit my sista...jalan2 cari barang kat IKEA utk umah bangi...my target to full furnish tat house withing a month..insyallah...kalau ada budget...huhu

my work, mcm biasa...nothing much...still working for my KPI...hopefully dapat achieve!!! go go go!!!! semangat nih...hahaha...on my personal side...tak de mende sgt...still tgh mencari apa2 yg patut di cari...huhu...anythings tat benefits to me!!! dunia & akhirat...insyallah...life kat bangi best!! balik hari2 masak!!! rajin sekarang...penat pon ttp masak...sbb tgh kobar2...interesting jugak tgk member2 tunjuk bakat msg2..hehe...boleh tahan lah masing2 masak...sedap!!!! mcm nie masuk bulan kedua mesti pipi yg dah tembab nie makin tembab..waaaa....TAK NAK!!!! tue ler yg payah nyer...coz i eat most when i getting stress... :-( bad habit actually...but nvm as long as i satisfied...duit pon jimat....i noticed tat!!! tenkiu hsemate!!! (RAISH, NUHA & INTAN)...kay lah, gtg...nak balik!!! :D

2004-02-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

i'm in da office...today, keje separuh ari jer...tis morning g check up...as a monthly check up...nothing much..doc suruh banyak minum plain water without ice...mcm biasa lah...but, tat is my fav...nak wat camana kan...hahaha...today. my boss pun tak de...seronok!!! :D dia g KK ngan VP. but, i have some work to settle before monday nih...waaaa...kalau tak siap abih la nak kena jwb ngan org tua tuh...tak pe2...still got tommorrow...lepak arr kan...hahahaha....malas tul nak buat search kat internet nih...sape nak tlg sha??? i hate research work... :D not tat tak sabo, but aper yg kita search lain pulak yg kuar...tak reti tul makcik....hehehehehe...

2004-02-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

just had my lunch...syukur alhamdullilah...lunch wit my fren nurin, zana & intan...nothing much...my work is okay...my personal life...i can said okay lah...hehe...last week dah receive my salary...seronok!!! :D too many things to do wit that money...huhu...nak buy things kat umah bangi...tis weekend plan wit raisha to go IKEA...hopefully jadik ek hsemate!! hahaha....last weekend go to KLUANG...my cousin's wedding....best!! kinda have a family gathering as well...i drive to kluang with my mom & sista...come back to kl on sunday nite... :D penat driving but i enjoy it!!! seronok dpt drive jauh2...hehe...yer la bukan selalu kan...lps tension kat stereng....

2004-02-17T14:09:00.000+08:00

hem....quite a few days dah me tak write sumethin here...have been very busy with my job...huhu...letih sgt lately nih...dunno why...my stamina lost!!! :-( weekend nothing interesting...saturday follow my mom to selayang hospital for her physio appoinments...then...i, my sista & my mom having lunch there...belanja they all, western food :D on da way back to home, my mom car yg i drove selalu tuh heating... :-( tension siot!!! kita org hang up kat tepi jalan about 2 hours!!! my mom's car tuh dah lama actually, byk parts need to changed. lagi la skrg nie me yg guna!! everyday drive jauh2!!! I have to take responsibilty to that car...yalah dah me yg guna...byk gak $$ me spend to change the parts...abih duit!!! tension giler!!! dah ler gaji tak masuk2!! lepas nie kena la ikat perut... :-( sunday, nothing much...pegi servis keta...tak jd tgk movie ngan raish...sorry raish!! :-( kena settle everything!! tension gak weekend abih mcm tue jer...without something fun...huh... :-(

2004-02-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

huh...tgh buhsan giler!!! bkn tak de keje...tapi otak cam lembab jer today...wake up shajaratuldur!!!! u in da office...werk!!!! :D hahahaha....actually buhsan tahap msc staus nih (perkataan nurin) jgn marah ek nurin --> cetak rompak sket ur words...hehe. i don't now why, tp lately nie life dah tak interesting cam dulu...is'it something wrong wit me... :( huh...
my be environment dah lain...u have to think about werk and future...i dunno...tak per lah...let it be like tis...
today...my dept senyap jer...coz all da HOU ada HOU meeting...huhu...tak abih2 meeting...smlm tak pasal2 me pon kena blk lmbt...kena masuk BSC Meeting...cover for my boss...sampai umah sri putra dah kul 8...penat & bored... :( as for today, me ada new housemate (intan & Nuha)...they are a nice buddy...hehe...smlm we all masak kat umah...best jugak!!! :D
i'm waiting for da lunch time!!!! lapar!!! :D cepat arr kul 1!!!!

2004-02-12T04:44:00.000+08:00

hehe...at last terhasil gak blog sendiri...asyik dok tgk member2 nyer...semangat la pulak nak buat yg sendiri nyer...but, baru2 belajar...slow ler sket...nak kena explore dulu...hahaha :D today, nothing interesting, pagi kuar umah 8.10 sampai cyber on da dot at 9.boss tak de...but still kena follow up byk mende...werk...werk...werk...keje skrg makin byk...yealah sume org dok nak target KPI sendiri...hehe...kpi tue our deliverables la...but, i'm sure TDF boleh success bwh Doc.our motivated leader...hopefully all our program roll out...tapi nak roll out tuh seksa dulu la...haha...for me, as for now keje oklah...but still in da mode of learning byk mende... :D