Irritated

I feel very irritated with my daily office routine. Why? is this a signal for me to change for a new environment?i am also not sure. people around me is so useless. why i feel this? sometimes i wonder why i am like this? is'i i am the one who is problematic. but i dont see that with others. i mean my close officemate. i can mixed with other quite well but i start hate this person!
well, of course is hard for you to be close with each of everyone but i am irritated right now with one specific person! please la, if you want to bodek boss, go ahead! i don't give a damn. what i knw i am here to work from 9-6pm and if you are my boss you can direct me but you are not. it is just because you been appointed to be coordinator don't mean that you can instruct me like i am reporting to u! pleasee....i am so irritated and angry. hahaha...GERAM!

in the other hand, life as a whole is excellent except for my health this week being distrupted. i am having a flu (cough, cold, sneezing). too many ppl here having flu and sneezing here and there but still come to office had affected my health. tak reti2 ke nak MC aku ni pun. knowing myself i am workholic and my work is my priority. but i have learned something this morning. yes, i am stubborn. thank you to my dearest friend nurin. thank you awak...saya akan ikut nasihat awk...sy ni keras kepala tau...:P

currently i feel very iritated, cranky and high pun ye gak ni...ape nak jd ni....wallahualam...

Syukur

After about one and half week I'm not writing anything in this blog, too many things have happened in my life. sad and happy story. which part should i start first? sad or happy. maybe i just start with the happy part. last saturday i got a my last semester exam results. thank GOD. i've passed both papers with kind of good gred. only one paper i'm not really satisfied. i should get better if i studied more constantly. but, anyway it passed and the results have been posted. nothing much i can do. i would like to say congratulations to myself. horray!! not to brag, but i think i deserved it. sometimes, you just have to give credit to yourself as well rather than waiting for others to appreciate your work or congratulate you for your success. deep in my heart, i am thankful to ALLAH for giving me the success and at least some happiness. SYUKUR...

the sad part is actually about work related. yes, previous post is about my new job scope and i've been directed to do account management for client. i am happy for that. at least i can learn something else and not only do programme management.last wednesday, i've received an email from my immediate boss giving our so call yearly project to other person make my feelings distrupted. why he want to assigned to someone else while i've been working for it for the last two years. yes, we have to work in team. but i don't see any reason why he need to appoint somebody who have not worked for it before. its really give me an understanding that he don't have believes in my work or what! well, anywhere you work you can't avoid this kind of people but if he thinks i'm not good enough to work for him, just say it. i don't care. i need a person who are sincere to me. i don't like people who have two faces. anyway, you really can't predict people behavior. sometimes kind people will betray and do such bad things to you as well. so the morale is don't just trust people easily. don't trust sweet talker. furthermore, the person which been assigned if she is damn good, i'm ok with it. but she is not superb person or what. she just kind of me and i think she is not good in coordination. after 2-3 days this new news processing in my head. i think i should just igonre it and just work honestly and do what ever i can do here. i don't care less. at the end of the day, we just human and we did mistake. i need to learn to be more patient. i always remind myself, there is no short cut way to be a success person. :-)

last week is my mother and my father birthday. to my mama and yah. Happy birthday to both of you and I love both of you till my last breath. both of you are everything for me. Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki.

New Job Scope

Hi everyone, it seems like I'm not that busy right now. Well, it is been very dull if you come to office but you don't have much to do. I rather like my daily 9-6 a busy and hectic day.

Why suddenly I'm not busy because of my division restructuring. Based on new structure I have to do lead generation and programme implementation. It is the same for what I have done for the last 2 and half years.

I wanted to do something different for now! I have enough time doing all programme with universities and I found it is been very challenging yet its been very good experience! I'm proud to myself for pretty good job for last two years. Congratulation to myself!

But, again if I think about my career development I rather change my job scope.

Therefore, last two weeks I have a change to meet up my immediate supervisor just to asked his opinion for what my new plan.

Boss: Sha, do yu still want to do NUDP?

Me: Well, if you ask me I'm happy for what I'm doing right now. But looking for the new org chart I would like to do EDM (Enterprise Development Manager) work which my require me to use my knowledge in IT for consulting those potential budding technopreneurs. It is also for my carreer development. Anyway, I have done this partially last year and I have 20 clients under me.

Boss: Good. You think about your future career and it is not because of me you want to be in my team. hahaha...Deep inside my heart, yeah right! you are actually want to say you are good manager.

Me: Yes, of course because of my carrer and not because of you or anyone in our team. At the end of the day, your experience counts to be a better person.

Boss: Good (kali ke-2). I will put my recommendation and it's depend on our big boss decision.

Me: Ok. No problem.

Boss: Thank you.

Me: Welcome

So, the outcome of the conversation is yesterday meeting. We have a EDM unit meeting and I one of the person include in the team. I must be proud of myself because I want to see my carrer move to the right direction and climb the ladder.

We need to account manage and consult 50 clients each EDM for this year. Wuhuuu...hopefully I can make it for the number and I promise to myself to help bumi company as well as others.

Btw, I have been directed to go for Venture Capital and Private Equity Workshop Series on 26th May. Yehaaa...free food and knowledge some more!

That's all for now. Time for work.

After two years...

I'm back to blog after two years. Maybe you was wonderin why I'm back to blog? I guess just for sake of to express my thoughts and to improve my writing skills.

So friends, wait for my next post!

I have upload my latest photo. :-)